Holiday Evaluation

So I want to share what I’ve done while i was in Balikpapan for holiday.

Well, I went to Bontang to help my mom with her works, and I got paid. Not much but the experience coming to a new city and visiting a mining site was nice one for a OHS student like me.

And then I used those money to enter a driving course, FYI I was already planning to have a driving license this holiday and by entering it it’ll be easier to get one. So I got it yihaa!

Money that I got wasn’t enough to pay the course, so mom gave me some more but with one condition: I have to paint the dull fence in front of my house. It’s a deal so yeah almost every morning I paint it. Well after seeing the result of my painting I think it’s not bad at all, my fence looks really good now too bad i don’t have a picture to prove it lol.

I learn to make clothing. I already made one, the design was made by me but mom was the one who sew it since when I try to sew it turn bad so mom did the sewing job while I made the design. Next time I’ll try sewing it by myself. Oh there’s a moment that I feel like I can see my future if I keep doing this and I think wether it’s a passion then my friend told me it was more like CITA-CITA. Passion is more like you don’t know how your life will turn out without it, my friend said. Like love probably? lol just intermezzo.

I feel like I’m being more religious. I’m not being conceited here, that’s just how I feel. I even surprised. I read Quran very often even though I’m not completing it but it was way way far than the previous years. I also went to mosque to do the Tarawih more often from before. And some more evidences that I don’t need to tell since the point that I want to say is I’m being more religious.

Well now I’m back here in Depok, hope I will do better things and do things better! Pray for this last year, amin :)

Morally good, aw yeah!!

So I was painting my house fence when suddenly i see a fly (LALAT) trapped on the newly painted fence.

When I see it, I felt so pity to that little fly. It was like it’s struggling to free from the paint but I knew it wouldn’t work.

so I tried to help. I placed my finger in front of it with hope it could reach my finger and saved, but it couldn’t. I tried a little bit further, instead of saving it I ended up killing it by making it sunk into the paint.

I said in my heart to it, “I’m sorry, I try my best to help but I’m sorry cause I couldn’t.” I felt like so regretting for couldn’t save the fly.

Suddenly, I remembered about a quote that said, “you can judge people’s moral by how they treat things that can’t harm them,” which is animal. So judging from the way I tried to help a fly that was trapped I guess I’m morally good, am I not??