Well,
My last post was around two months ago, I am sorry for my absence fellow readers *talking to my self*.
I was very busy, I worked during the day and created some difficult essays and studied ((STUDIED)) at night for the whole July, even in the weekends. Yeah there is something that I am currently doing and wanting to achieve but I prefer not to publish about it yet, so please pray that I will achieve it!
I was told that I have to create some essays and prepare myself for some tests in August. At first I felt like it was impossible to be able to accomplish all of those. But then I tried to just do it. I used all of the time that I had to make progress of those. Often I wished that I had more time to do them lol. If usually I play with my friends during the weekend, then at that time I decided to spend less time for it and did my essays instead. I visited a 24 hours fast food restaurant almost every weekend and stayed there until around 3 AM. Absolutely, I sacrifice a lot of my precious sleep time to finish those stuffs.
In the end, all of my effort was paid off. I finished my essays, studied for the tests and eventually took them. I submitted all of those on time and even had time to review and revise them. My essays were not perfect, I even failed in one of the tests, but I felt grateful that I have done my best.
After passed through that strenuous time, I can't believe I finally did it. I never been that busy and pressured for a very long time. Sometime I thought that it seems impossible and even considered to quit (glad I didn't!). I am an overthinking person, but I guess since I didn't have much time to waste then I just kept doing it and ignore my bad thoughts. My achievement proves that my previous this-is-impossible thought was wrong.
In addition, I feel grateful that for the whole month I utilized my free time well. I was very productive. I wrote essays and studied to achieve my goal. It must be because I had this goal and committed to it that I could ditch my laziness and work hard instead.
OK, I think that is what I want to share for now. I am still studying and hopefully I will have opportunity to improve my score for the test in which I failed. Wish me luck and see you in my next post!
