hungry

i wrote this when i was hungry. well just a random post this time.

this month is really hard for me. why?

at first, i really happy for getting a new laptop. i was really happy when finally i bought that thing. i really needed it, not only for academic purpose, but also for entertainment, fun, maybe this is the primary reason why i really needed this lol.

but, it broke after the day i bought it. i was totally shocked, didn’t know what happen, i was scared. “what if it won’t get right again?” i imagined. scared of that, i went to the service center that day.

i remember it was friday, and i must sholat jum’at, but i didn’t do it. oh my. in my head i keep saying “sorry Ya Allah i know you gave me this not to made me forget about you. please forgive me” and some similar words.

thanks God now my laptop is going well without any serious problem.

that was my first problem. my second problem was i moved, from kukel (kukusan kelurahan) to behind FIK(fakultas ilmu keperawatan, people said this region is Beji).

i thought it would be so much fun moved from my old place to a newer one. my new place was more near to my faculty, to the highway (ok this is not important), to detos and margo city, i can go home late every day, i didn’t need to wait for bikun to come, i can save money because my new place gives water free, and the most important thing is: HOTSPOT. yeaaah what a place!

but, problems arrive along with the good things. this place has bad road!! it still half-soil. because it’s often rain nowadays, the roads turn into muds. i hate it because my jeans turns dirty everytime i walk to my campus, even i already walked carefully.

the second problem of my new place, every person live here must know each other. not just that, we must have good relationship with each other. watching tv together, preparing parties when someone is going to have birthday, and so on. what disturbed me is, i’m not that kind of person. i know this was just my ego to not joining them, but it’s really hard for me just to spit some words to people i don’t know well.

but thanks God for those parties, they made me must come and laugh together with the others. now i feel a bit relieved because i already can talk to some of them.

haha when i reread my post, i realize it’s not that hard, i’m just overgoing things. but i don’t know why i feel hard when i was in that situation. ok that means i can move on to the other problems and through them again. So let’s face the days, i’m sure i can through it! you too guys don’t be so pessimist, bye! :D